AUBURN - Perfect Two

[Verse 1:]
You can be the peanut butter to jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can can be the captain
I can be your first mate
You can be the chills that's I feel on our first date

You can be the hero
I can be your side kick
You can be the tear
That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin

[B-Sec:]
Don't know if I could ever be
W/out u cause boy u complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need

Cause your the apple to my pie
Your the straw to my berry
Your the smoke to my high
And you are the one I wanna marry

[Hook:]
Cause you r the one for me for me (for me)
And I'm the one for you for u (for u)
U take the both of us of us (of us)
And were the perfect two
Were the perfect two
Were the perfect two
Baby me and you
Were the perfect two

[Verse 2:]
You can be the prince and I can be your princess
You can be the sweet tooth I can be the dentist
You can be the shoes and I can be the laces
You can be the heart that I spill on the pages

You can be the vodka and I can be the chaser
You can be the pencil and I can be the paper
You can be as cold as the winter weather
But I don't care as long as were together

[B-Sec:]
Don't know if I could ever be
W/out u cause boy u complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see
That we're all we need

Cause your the apple to my pie
Your the straw to my berry
Your the smoke to my high
And your the one I wanna marry

[Hook:]

[Bridge:]
You know that I'll never doubt ya
And you know that I think about ya
And you know I can't live without ya

I love the way that u smile
And maybe in just a while
I can see me walk down the aisle

[B-Sec 1/2:]
Cause your the apple to my pie
Your the straw to my berry
Your the smoke to my high
And your the one I wanna marry
(^-^)

Dont worry, I'll be fine..

Yepps.. As i said, me gonna be okay.. =).. fYi, i dun find myself in a good condition nowadays.. weirdo? whatever.. but since last weekend, my mood had terribly changed in a different way.. the way i talk, the way i think, n all thing that i see seems wrong in my eyes.. my mood is extremely out of control.. i can be happy for a mean while but then my mood can change as fast as the sunlight n turned worst than ever.. =.=.. owh gosh.. please help me manage my emotion..

yesterday, after go out to town, i ate 2 pils of medicine [ubat selsema].. FEELING VERY DOWN n i ate any medicine that i saw and go to sleep.. when i woke up, it was already 7.45pm and i had class on 8pm.. i took my shower n i still feeling sleepy.. OMG!~ SLEEPY in class with my messy hair and face~~~

late at nite, i texted with somebody.. i'm feeling a bit better after given advise from a PERSON thats i think noe me much better ever since i knew the person. =).. thanks for your accompany and cheering my mood even with only 1 text.. then without words feel asleep.. *the medicine reacting inside me*

~Gonna get myself back to normal~

this might just for temporary

i wanna go to sleep to make sure that i wont think too much.. stress out for the upcoming exams i guessed.. i' DEACTIVATED my FACEBOOK account because i think i spend a lot of time on it and i get angry with myself.. so i think for this period of time, i'll just stop logging in and ONLINE.. =)..

biarkan saja mereka2 yang online.. sya mahu jadi OUTDATED sebentar dan hanya urus emosi sya ni.. [padahal BROADBAND - TERMINATED - 2 BULAN X BAYAR! Arggghhhh]

jd.. sementara saya xbuka FACEBOOK, saya layan diri tuk update blog ini.. =).. langkah drastik buat sya, pertama kali dalam hidup saya DEACTIVATE ACCOUNT.. hahahaha.. WEIRD.. I dunnoe what's wrong but tiba2 sya TERASA mahu berbuat demikian.. mungkin ada di antara kamu yang berfikiran 'elehhh.. cengeng gak dak ni tiba2 mo deactivate'.. eii.. SUKA HATI SAYA LAR~ ADA SAYA KISAH? BUAT APA korang nk kisah kan.. xD~ perasan.. padahal takda sapa2 pun kisah.. =P..

VERY DRASTIC.. Saya pun masih hairan n bingung ni.. apa sebenarnya sya buat.. CONFUSED~ COLD~ sejuk gila ni kaki sia skrg.. heran~~~~~ hahaha.. pelik.. susah jgk kan mo kawal EMOSI ni.. this means, sya BELUM MATANG lg lar ni.. aduuiiii... bikin sakit ati ja kalo jumpa orang mcm sya ni.. tiba2 pndai berubah mood.. hahaha~ i'm so UNPREDICTABLE~!

Uhhh~~ tired.. tp x dpt tdo.. *searching for ubat selesema*.. ahh.. makan lg ni barang.. berat badan sia da turun da. FULAMAK~ I like lar.. tp perut maintain buncit.. wakakkakakaka.. heran.. suka sia berat badan menurun.. mo ckp diet nda jgk.. sia mkn ja lau sia mo makan.. tp skrg ni, selera makan sya HILANG NTAH KE MANA~ bagus jgk lar dia hilang.. JIMAT juga $$$ n turun jg berat badan sia yang melampau2 ni.. aim for 45kg lar paling kurang.. biar lar kurus tahap melampau supaya suma baju sia boleh muat.. xD~

* dont blame me.. i'm just naive and innocence*

Salam Lebaran~!

gosh! da tym passed so fast! i cant believe it.. nyway.. ni kali ke-3/4/5 i cant sleep.. hahahaXX.. so funny~

  this is me with my beloved bro n sis, ifran n aida.. ^^,.. tym ni lau x silap on da way balik kg.. berbuka posa kat sana.. ehem.. baju tu jgk yg paaaaaaaaaaalinggggggggg sya sayang.. ^^,.. it’.. ya lar.. mn mo cari kn..

msti mo jaga baik2~ heeee~

 

 

 

owh~ ni tym g ntah mana ntah.. haha.. baru potong rambut tym ni.. xD~ boring da lar ngan style gni.. mo potong pendek2 g.. tp.. huhuhuhu.. xda keyakinan plak.. ntah lar.. maybe next tym.. i will jgk tu.. tuk perubahan.. hee..

spek ni spek apa ahh? owh ya.. rm10 punya spek d tepi hiaplee.. kui3x.. sia rasa spek ni cute sgt.. haha.. spek sia yg len2 ilang da… yg itam tu adik sia bawa then ilang.. yg 1 g tmpt hbby siaaaaa.. sia suh dia pakai.. tp dia tia pakai pown.. xD~

 

aik.. hah.. tym ni tgh jln2 kat err.. mn ahh.. wisma merdeka kot.. tym ngan mum sia lau x silap.. cm bag kan? its a cake!!!!!! omg! sgt smart, sgt comel!!

owh ya.. ni ada version pink colour lg ni.. comel betul.. eee.. syg ni mo pigi putung.. pa lg lau mo makan.. ahhh~! penat ja urang bua ni cake.. hahaha~

 

 

 

 

ahh.. ni dia version pink.. tp cm rusak ja ni.. ahahah.. bha.. tinguk pelan2 ah..

 

 

 

   

harharharharharharh.. playing this ‘masak2’ with my lil bro n sis.. hahaha!!! so damn stupid playing this stuff with my age right now.. =P..

 

 

omg!! my sweet lil ZirEx kena masak already.. wuuwuwuw.. with the love pil.. wakkakakakaA~!!!! soooo kee liaannn.. [kesian..]

 

 

 

Next~!!slmt ari raya.. =)

=).. i’m da one who keep messing up my own mind.

these days.. i’m not in a good condition.. especially today.. i had stomach-ache and i keep goin to da wash room.. haihzz.. i didnt remember what i ate yesterday.. my whole body wasnt feel good neither.. wth?!!

orite.. it is almost 3 am in the morning n i cant sleep.. again!!! y do i hv this weird kind of habits? is this called habit? or penyakit? hukhukhuk.. maybe i was the one who thinking too much! arghhhhhhh!! can i shut down my brain just for 1 hours? that will be enough for me to stop thinking and get rid off those thoughts that bothering n disturbing my life~! dammit! i cant even sleep!!

i was terribly sad just now.. now pun also lar.. i donnoe.. crazy i think.. n i was crying til death just now.. what for? i dont even know! crying 4 sumthing that i did wrong? or for sumthing that i should never bother of?? apa bha ne?!!! arghhh!! all i need just ‘realizing my attendance’.. kunun.. buang masa! [padahal dlm ati mo jgk.. lol.. dasar!] ahh! whatever~

i cried n cried n cried.. i’m getting sick of crying.. but lama uda x cry2.. so best jgk lar rasa cmni.. this is sum kind of stabilizing our emotion process.. sowhateverlah.. but this time, i cried too much til i got asthma n sesak nafas.. wth?!!! it have been so long.. xD! [r u nuts? y am i still laughing at this condition? i dunnoe..].. i really wish i could go sumwhere to release my tensionn.. i really wish he was here.. xD~ [what r thinking oo?~]

sumtyms, when it came up like this.., i would frequently ask myself.. r u regretting for what had u done? do u wanna rewind the tym? my answer is ‘NO!’.. I dont wanna rewind the tym nor change anything.. i’m very grateful for what i have now.. really.. it doesnt matter.. i only wanted to continue living like this.. i hope so.. i hope my tym wont end too soon..

mumbling bebeling.. haihz.. i missed sumone so badly right now.. really.. i really wanted to call him but, hahaxX! my crdt was very2 low at the moment n i dont have chances to top up my acc.. malas lar mo cari reload uda at this hour.. but if by any chance, i have a lot of creditS, i wont call him or msg him neither.. why? why r u asking me? cant u see? its already 3:17 am.. n he is sleeping.. why on earth i want to call him if he got to go to work 2moro morning? haihz.. agak2 lar bha..

sum kind of depressing here.. all i want is him.. i want him to call me.. [ahh.. harapan yg xpasti.. urang uda tdo mcm2 lar ko sana azwani].. hohoho~!biarlaa.. tunggu ja lar sapa2 yg mo call ko.. hahahha.. xD~! whatever.. better goin to sleep after eating painkillers, my friend..

weather forecast for today is depressing.. xD~! i supposed to be happy cuz RAYA is coming soon but i dont have da mood to celebrate it.. i dunnoe why.. is it because of those assignments that is not yet completed? huh! curse u tasks!!

y am i always keeping messing up with my mind? y am i always cari pasal? y am i always making trouble.. is it me? is it really me??? ahhh.. u r soooooooo bad azwani.. u cant do this! stop acting with ur stupido emotion n dont let ur heart control ur mind!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! y r u keep doing the same mistakes all over again in ur life azwani!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! u'll end up losing everything if u keep ur attitude like this!!!

owh ya.. i remembered.. i dreamt of sumthing weird a few days ago.. in my dream, i was asked by a lecturer to draw something and colour it with a crayon [ahaha! A CRAYON??!! 1 JA CRAYON KENA SUH PAKAI??!!].. kidding.. correction, CRAYONS! at the beginning i dont have any idea what should i draw.. so i just sat and watched my friends draw on their own paper.. n i’m not going to give my work to the lecturer cuz malas mo buat..! but then.. the idea came up so clearly n i started to draw a moon, stars, hills, river and a bridge.. why was i drawing like that? y did i choose black colour as my background instead of colourful picture.. i think there’re hidden clues that my dreams telling me.. owh ya.. about da drawing.. later i sketch on photoshop n upload it here.. =)..

what happened?

tgh merendam kaki dalam larutan garam

himalaya [lau xslap] + ais!!!! ahhh.. best betul rasa dia ni..

ni tym jubli perak IPG tmpt kmi.. keboringan ni tym ni..

ni.. buku.. ntah buku apa ne..

aik.. termasuk pla ni gambar ni cni.. Keyboard idaman b sya dulu2..

okay.. ni bukan sia yg main yer.. xD~!

tym ni, sya ngan rumet sia bergerak ke pekan keningau utk jln2..

hohohohohoho~! teda keja lain.. teda tempat lain.. xD~

oh ya, gmbar dia dicencored sebab dia xmo gmbar dia kena

kasi tayang2 dia bilang.. so.. gmbar sia ja lar.. miahahaha!

seperti biasa, kami akan lawat mini zoo d sblh

kedai makan honey sweet bee..

owh gosh! i am very2 liking this creature!

its too cute n too expensive to have.. hukhuk..

tp msa sya amik gmbar ni, this creature is SLIM

already.. posa ganti kali dia.. mn lar tau.. xD~!

ohya.. i 4got to tell ya'all.. i'm KRS member.. miahahaha..

mula2 masuk, mmg xbest langsung..

but thank god my friends kat KRS suma tu gempak2..

lecturer pun best2.. suma ahli KRS ni sporting bha..

kan? walaupun diPUJI junior pasukan RELA..

kami RELA ja.. HAHAHAHA! KRS RULES~!

Tym ni lau x silap tym tgh exams.. ehh.. silap.. tym tgh study..

ada tea4life lg sana yg cair.. wakakkaka.. opss.. sumthing

that should have been censored there.. xD~!

orite.. next~????!!!!! jap lg sia upload.. susah tul mo posting d blogspot ni.. bikin panaz.. mo arrange gmbar lg lar susah.. kin geram2 jak! *_* =geram3x= bagus lg live.spaces.. haihz.. sia edit dr sana then post pigi sini lar.. chaaaaaaoouuuuuuuuu~

Dear Blogspot..

Orite! i'm supposed to sleep at this hour.. but.. =.=".. for some reasons, i cant.. i started to type and blogging so i can feel sleepy n off to bed A.S.A.P.. "i believe i can fly" -Thats the song that played in my playlist.. aduiiiii.... i believe i can sleep.. huhuhu..

okaylah.. where should i start? oh wait.. i need to connect my w910i to laptop using usb cable 1st to get my storyboard.. aiiiyaaa! so lame this laptop.. only got 3 usb port.. one for mouse, n one for broadband.. but this broadband hah!, it uses to much spaces smpai usb port 1 xdpt guna.. damn betul.. eeEEEeeE! sakitnya ati sia... *blur*

"ku sedari semua jalanku... tak berarah kepadamu"..

astaga! napa lgu ni yg men ni.. kalo version artis nda pa lar.. ni version c capriuszaura! waakkakakak! i felt stupid listening to my own recorded voices yg bersinging2.. siap ada bunyi mouse kena click lg.. xD~!

*copying n pasting pictures from SE w910i to new folder on desktop*

wahhhh.. lambatnya.. smbil2 tu sia cari lar layouts yg best tu b sya.. he asked me to change his blog to attractive n sowhatever lar.. huhuhu.. i forgot already all the html code.. hahaxX! whatever... usaha tangga kejayaan.. things i do for love.. wahahaha.. jiwang siot.. hukkkkkkk~! *pengsan*

owh.. siap uda.. okay..

here's the story mory:

1. i cant remember when, my family n my cuzies berholiday at tawau.. [again]

haihzz.. smpat g bergambar..

ni tmpat kmi stay.. KUHARA COURT, Tawau

Swimming pool.. ahh.. mo mandi tym ni.. tp.. hukhuk.. xda baju

yg sesuai.. miahahhahahaha!!

da view from our house.. hohohoho~

very2 cantik.. kunun~ =..="

aiyaaaaaaa... gmbar2 yg len i donnoe oo d mn.. hahha.. malas mo cari hardisk sia tu.. so.. next tym lar sia cari n upload skali.. xD~ mcm mengantuk pla sia.. zzZZzzZZ.. nnt lain tahun sia sambung..~