i cant accept it!

woppss! ayat mantap! fuh.. penat baru balik dr tgk wayang.. mula2 g skola amik sijil2.. trus tetiba hati tergerak mo tgk filem ombak rindu.. so, i asked some of my friends to accompany me la kononnya tuk ilangkn stress.. what a coinsidence ngam2 ada sorg kwn yg ngam2 free n bawa sa p tinguk wyg. lol. xsemena2 warna bju sama lgtuh. lol. pdhal xda pun rancang. bah. trima kasih la ya kawan sbb jd tukang hantar sa pigi tinguk wayang.. k

act, mood sya ari ni sgt down down down down down... i juz wanna cry tp xdpt.. thats y tetiba mo tinguk wyg ombak rindu yg konon2nya wat org menangis. pergh! tipu la.. sya ketawa2 ada la.. lool..

tym balik nek bas, kira mo balik lewat sket n nak minta amik d 'wawasan plaza by mum or dad, tp kena marah pla kena suh balik SEKARANG! sya baru ja mo kasi ilang stress jalan2 lama2.. trus sedey2 la sya nek bas, kena2 pla lagu sedey2 pla dlm bas tu.. nangis laaaa pulak sya dpn2 org2 sana.. lol... emo abish!

tym mo smpai da, sya pndah tmpt duduk p dpn, tiba2 tu driver pigi tnya :napa ko nangis td". budus. ska ati sya la.. dlm ati ja ckp gtu.. tp sya jwb "ah? xda la.." hahhaha.. pastu smpat lg dia mnta no.fon. cizz.. risau sya.. rupanya da 2 kali da sya nek bas dia n dia minta no.sya.. omg! pntar bgt sih loh. muka bangas2 pun ko mo mnta no. ishh.. cari la yg lawa sket.

*spjg perjalanan, blk2 kena call bby parents.. trima kasih la kerana mengambil berat. sya ckp d menggatal suda, tiba2 my mum ckp "APA? JAUH JUGAK KO PIGI SANDAKAN?!!!" astaga... ni kali la.. line problem betul celcom ni.. marah2 ja sya td balik2 ckp sya mo smpai rumah suda.. ish.. 2 2 lg tu call serentak.. pastu msg pun masuk berlambak2.. beh... trima kasih..

orite.. fasa meluah perasaan pla skrg..

sumtimes, kta xpenah hargai apa yg ada d dpn mata kta.. kta xpenah ambil peluang yg seadia ada n lepaskan peluang itu tuk sesuatu yg xpasti.. cmna mo cerita ni aa.. korg tau x crita pasal sorg guru yg suh anak murid dia cari rumput or sowhatever yg paling lawa bila berjalan ke hadapan dgn syarat xboleh berundur? cmtu la kehidupan kita sbnrnya..

kdg2 kta slalu ignkn ssuatu yg perfect. cthnya: i want them to understand me. i want him to do this, to stop this. i want her to be simple, to be pretty to be that.. susah sgt ka mo terima diri org tu seadanya? kdg2 kta jd rendah diri dgn kata2 org lain.. org ckp kta xpndai menyanyi, sora kita x best.. org ckp kta gemuk, kta xlawa.. org ckp kta cm budak2, xmatured.. then y? kenapa? y people have this kind of diskriminasi oo?

sometimes, even juz a few simple words, prasaan kita boleh gmbira atau terluka.. so pls people, be careful..

sesal kemudian x berguna.. there are people who care about you more. there are people who can truly accept who you are. from the beginning of tym. always believe in urself. if u cant handle it. let it go... JUST LET IT GO..